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Dreamt of a zombie apocalypse. I kept stabbing people with curtain rods and wood paddles.

Ugh, why do I dream about this nonsense?

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: The Prisoner

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It's just a damn shame that song is so crappy.

Current Mood: full full
Current Music: The Simpsons
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My second 7B head died. I fired my first test flash and with a loud POP the little guy just doesn't work the way it should. The model light works fine, but the flash needed to exert the light I need isn't syncing with the pack. Essentially, a dead head.

I suddenly felt sick. I haven't paid off the godforsaken thing and now it's useless. I had these plans...I had to shoot other things that required two heads, to be considered for a job. Fuck...

Well...I still have one working head:

Test

Test2

My skin's not correct, but...that's the light I'm using for my shoot tomorrow. One trusty head, beauty dish and 25 degree comb.

I will not- I refuse to die. This would have stopped me before, it's not stopping me tonight or tomorrow...


I'll figure out to the two-head job tomorrow. I will survive.

Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: Animal Planet
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As I did a quick retouch to be considered for a job, I thought I'd watch True Life on MTV. Their focus was on competitve eating, with a focus on Nathan's Hot Dog Eating contest. They followed Takeru Kobayashi, a professional eater's journey leading up to the contest.

He decided to practice at a restaurant in Nagoya, where he downed what was estimated to be over 6lbs of food. It was clearly difficult, but he kept at it. At one point, he downed a mountain of shaved ice, flavored with chillies.

Look, this isn't easy, but makes you sick easily, and this guy knows it. He was sweating, his stomach was swollen and likely thanks to the miracle of editing, any gagging was cut out. He said that one could die from eating.

But he said something as I was deciding [nervously] which images to e-mail:

I think it means- to be professional- means you don't die.

Damn fucking right it means you don't die. I convince myself I'm going to die if I don't get a straight job, I convince myself it's easier to just lay in bed and not do what I need to do and let the worst of things steamroll me.

This guy does things would kill the average man- and I bitch about my job search.

Thanks, man. This'll be the thing that keeps me going today.

Current Mood: headachy
Current Music: The Wendy Williams Show
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Damn near everything can be improved by adding Eric Prydz's Pjanoo to it.

Original: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=llfNRGQ7Tlg


Good night.

Current Mood: hungry
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This is a slice of what I was listening to in December of 2004. Enjoy.


Conjure- Project Pitchfork
[I have to say, PP is a band that I forget is really, really good. I don't listen to EBM as much as I used to, but when I dig up an old mp3, Project Pitchfork holds up nicely.]

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Legendary Pink Dots - Cheating the Shadow

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I went through a wicked LPD phase in early '04. A band I don't listen to too often, but when I do...


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Drippy- Banco de Gaia
This is the only one of the three that resides on my iPod. I still keep this track in decent rotation.

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: Cheating the Shadow- The Legendary Pink Dots
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The best songs usually involve women or drugs. This one talks about both...

I spent last night in fabulous company at Barramundi. Proof that my knowledge of hidden NYC is slipping, I confused it with Tapeo 29, where I met a client once. Turns out it was for the best. The bar's iTunes blasted some fabulous tunes [My Bloody Valentine, Siouxie and the afore linked Stranglers], and the atmosphere was that perfect, near-empty dark bar.

Of course, catching up with Russ was the icing on the cake.

Anyways, nights like these make me miss NYC hardcore. I walked through the LES for a while before making it to the bar and I loved the fact it was a near-secret part of Manhattan. I had a client who lived in the area for a short time [he was holed up in a small rental on Clinton St., writing a script...romantic, huh?] and I dug the small apartments, the even smaller places to hide...

I'm having a tough time elaborating this morning, but, the struggle to get back home breaks my heart. I've been in Jersey for four years and it's been four years too long.

Anyways...happy Tuesday.

Current Mood: sick
Current Music: Getting Yelled At By One of My Heroes

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There was once a time I coveted a dress like the belted beauty [third photo down].

Just too bad my precious Yanick fat would eat up.

A girl can dream, though. These are beautiful.

Current Mood: hungry
Current Music: Knifeladder live in Wroclaw
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If you were around for Memorial Day, you saw this:

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Here's the reason why:



This is an interview with the director and star of the film that James produced earlier this year. I shot the production stills [which are peppered throughout this clip] as well as photos that were used within the film [my first venture through compositing in p-shop can be seen here, too].

If you look closely, you can see my sweet self with my throat slashed in a 'cuzzi.

Current Location: Rutherford, NJ
Current Mood: headachy
Current Music: Bodyshaper Informercial
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Reading the first few chapters of Wally Lamb's _She's Come Undone_ is bad, bad for that creeping depression thing I've got going on.

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I finally picked up my copies of ETA, the print-on-demand mag I was published in a few months ago. Late to the game, and possibly counter-productive, but hey, better late than never. As it's POD, copies are VERY MUCH AVAILABLE! :) Pick up a few and enjoy the joys of print!




Spearheaded by photographer and fellow SVA alumnus Dustin Drankowski, ETA is a new publication encompassing up and coming artists from all mediums. The magazine was born from the idea that people have a desire to share what they create. This is just one more way for artists to put their work in the public eye.

And whaddya know, I'm in issue 2, with an essay on the joy of my first major retouching job for an adult entertainment company. Photos and wit abound!

I'm honored to be in great creative company. You can also find the work of my good friend and commercial photo genius Sean Siegel. This marks my fourth form of publication this year, after having work in places like Brooklyn College Magazine and the NJ Star-Ledger.

Please support this fantastic indie mag and pick up a copy. Print is slowly disappearing, and works meant to be held are slowly shifting to the distant, non-tangible web.

Enjoy, kids!

Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Health Care Debate on CSPAN
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I dug up a photo from my trip to Japan:

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When I was there, I had to rely on pictures exclusively. It was an interesting experience, considering that even when I was in Cuba, I could get around reading signs. Japan blew me out of the water completely.

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: Yankees Ticker Tape Parade on Univision
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Coilhouse has this nifty post on social issues on Sesame Street over it's 40 year run.

My mother credits Sesame Street with teaching me English. Up until I was about 4, my sole language was Spanish.

The Jesse Jackson clip blew me away. I have never been on welfare, but the idea of not being ashamed of your station in life really hit me. I forget that Sesame Street was developed for kids like me, and it worked so well that you didn't feel like you were being hit over the head with a fucking melon. Sesame Street looked like my street. They lived in buildings, I lived in a building. I saw kids like me on TV, some who spoke Spanish, some who didn't. Kids who looked like me and a bunch who didn't. The show's ability to level was incredible.

So of course I was inspired to dig up Ray Charles singing _It's Not Easy Being Green_ for the 20th anniversary special on NBC back in '89. I may still have the tape at my mom's somewhere, if it hasn't desintigrated. Over the years, I would watch it just to watch the old commercials.

Anyways, years later and this song STILL makes me cry. From start to finish, I shit you not. I grew up always feeling different and feeling terrible about it. This song reminds me that it's okay. That it's okay to shine in your own way and to not let anybody take that shine away from you.

Current Mood: Tearfest
Current Music: Today
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Current Mood: okay
Current Music: The Today Show

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This weekend has taught me, in the nicest way possible, that I need to appreciate what I DO have. Not get too comfy, always look forward, but to retrain myself to at least be *truly* thankful.

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New phone and a fresh chance to clean up my Address book. If you think I should have your number, message me. Give me all those juicy details that Blackberries require, or at least, parts that you feel the need to feed the Blackberry. Thank ya.

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: The Pope of Greenwich Village
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Last night I dreamt I ordered a parfait. It was blue and pink and with all that creamy yoghurt goodness on top. I just walked into a Starbucks to kill some time before meeting a friend and lo and behold, they are selling that pink and blue parfait of my dreams. I am eating it right now and it's delicious.

That's all.

Current Mood: satisfied satisfied
Current Music: That crappy Starbucks music
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I doubt I'm going to get much done out here, but what the hey, it's worth a shot.

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Lynn Cohen from Sex in the City. She was reading as part of Barefoot Theatre's Project 10, a 10th-year celebration of the company.


The name of the scene she was reading escapes me*, but the gist was that she was a cat lady, giving in a monlogue during the search for one of her cats. I was about two inches away from her when I shot this. Moments later, she pressed her forhead against mine and called me her puss puss puss...

Theatre is awesome.


*Israel Horovitz's _Cat Lady_

Current Location: San Antonio, TX
Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Black Box - Ride on Time | Powered by Last.fm
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http://www.bloomberg.com/apps/news?pid=20601088&sid=aIZLLRdHO0rk

I'm coming back on the 22nd. Would anyone be down for seeing this with me?

Current Mood: okay
Current Music: The Sopranos
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I thought I'd goof around and try to find my old online journals. I've come to the conclusion that my Deadjournal account has just been wiped from the system. The earliest records of me can be found on a very public Blurty account.

ANYWAYS

I thought I'd google my first AIM SN and found THIS:

Posche313


That, my friends, was a banner for a webring dedicated to Voltaire. I made that when I was 16 or 17.

A fucking banner for a WEBRING. I'm afraid that a further probe will turn up my Geocities or Tripod accounts. I better stop here.

Christ, I'm old in internet years...

Current Mood: amused amused
Current Music: Devils at Tampa
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